Alyssa;

I miss what we had so much, I miss being your best friend and I wish I could take everything back. You go through a lot but you focus so hard on keeping everyone happy and more importantly keeping you happy, you have no idea how much I admire that about you. You showed me true friendship and even if we grow apart and never talk again I will never ever forget you, although I doubt we won't talk again.
You are a beautiful strong young women and I know you will make something amazing of yourself.
I love you.