You never did give a damn thing, honey.

I had to blog.
I don't do this anymore.
I've told many people every day is worse than the last.
This year is going good, better than I thought.
I'm not getting harassed or called an emo.
I wish I was like Alyssa. I wish I could see the good in things.
All I can see is the past.
All I can see is possible hurt.
I'm not living anymore.
I want to live again.

I will not break the way you did you fell so hard.

When I was little, my aunts would by me stuff just because my cousins mom said she couldn't have it.
They favored me. They actually loved me.
Now they don't even tell me happy birthday.
When I was little, I smiled and I was happy.
I was confident. I was carefree.
Now I have low self asteem and think that if anyone laughs around me that they must being making a joke about me. Anyone that ever tells me they love me or even like me has to be joking.
When I was little, I liked girl scouts and wanted to be Hilary Duff.
I wanted to be like Lizzie McGuire
With true friends and blonde hair
I didn't care about popularity.
Now I can't even look at myself I hate me.
When I was little I blamed my imaginary boyfriend, Ken for all the things did wrong.
I didn't care if I had done something wrong. It wasn't that bad.
Now I blame myself for any bad thing that has ever happened to anyone.
When I was little I didn't want to kill myself and I was actually afraid of death.
I just want to die, now.

♥

Me

>=D

I SHALL ROB YOU OF YOUR BIRGINITY'

4:44pmCassieMonsta

D:

NOOOOOOO.

4:44pmMe

>:D

robs you of your birginity

4:44pmCassieMonsta

sobs

4:45pmMe

SHUT UP

D=<

puts a rag in your mouth

continues to rob your birginity

'Nuf said

New school. New me. New style.

I'm seriously sick of all the emo styles.
I hate pink skinnies and all that.
I probably never wear them
I hate my hair.
It's stupid.
Well bai