I will not break the way you did you fell so hard.

When I was little, my aunts would by me stuff just because my cousins mom said she couldn't have it.
They favored me. They actually loved me.
Now they don't even tell me happy birthday.
When I was little, I smiled and I was happy.
I was confident. I was carefree.
Now I have low self asteem and think that if anyone laughs around me that they must being making a joke about me. Anyone that ever tells me they love me or even like me has to be joking.
When I was little, I liked girl scouts and wanted to be Hilary Duff.
I wanted to be like Lizzie McGuire
With true friends and blonde hair
I didn't care about popularity.
Now I can't even look at myself I hate me.
When I was little I blamed my imaginary boyfriend, Ken for all the things did wrong.
I didn't care if I had done something wrong. It wasn't that bad.
Now I blame myself for any bad thing that has ever happened to anyone.
When I was little I didn't want to kill myself and I was actually afraid of death.
I just want to die, now.